| yeah so there has been a lot going on in my life lately...so i never really have time to get on and say hello...and i am starting to like myspace a lot more...but thats ok...but yeah so i have a job interview soon so thats exciting...but yeah...not much going on today..its my lazy day....but a lot of days are that... my love life still really sucks... i thought i met a really great guy and we were good for a while...and then it was like i think that we should just be friends...so what ever on that i guess...what can you do... we still hang out all of the time and i love it... so basically its like we are still together cause me and him are never apart except when he goes home...which really isnt that often...and of course when hes at work...but other than that we are not seprate.. but yeah i think that all that i have to say right now so i guess that i will talk to you later... have fun... love shorti |
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| right now i am in need of some serious help....
i cant handle this anymore...
no matter how many times i ask for help i dont get it....
i just really want to hear that everything is going to be ok....
but i just have a feeling....
my boyfriend that i love with all of my heart is in the hospital....
and he isnt doing good at all....
it really seems to me like everytime i talk to him he gets worse but i cant stop talking to someone that i love so much....
i just really dont know what to do right now...
and i dont know how much more of this i can handle....
i just want him to be ok and i want to be able to he with him....
when i think about him i am the happiest person ever.....
talking to him makes me so happy...
and i know that he is strong.....
but i just want everything to be ok...
right now at this point i dont think that i will be ok with out him....
but i dont know....
im not the praying type but i have been doing it so much i dont know what else to do...
i just want him to be ok....
ive never been in a relationship like this before....
hes so great....
but yeah...i dont know....
i am tired of crying so i have to stop talking about it...
so i am going to go...
talk to you later....
i love you danny....
im trying to be ok....
jessica
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| wow...ummm...
i dont know what to say....
i cried the other night....
it was happy tears...
Im HaPpY...
YeAh YeAh...
~*ShOrTi*~
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| guess what...? jessica fucked up again... but that is ok... not many people know... and i want to keep it that way... i dont want to lose someone that i really care about... but yeah... i am out... talk to you later.. love jessica |
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